Monday, March 21, 2011

Live like your dying right?

"Some people drift through their entire life. They do it one day at a time, one week at a time, one month at a time. It happens so gradually they are unaware of how their lives are slipping away until it's too late." - Mary Kay Ash

If you could choose to have the knowledge to the date of your death, would you take it?

I was asked this question not long ago& i said "No"... Typical response. But, then i came home that night& thought. I really would like to know when i would die& these are some reasons why i feel that way..
 1. I haven't seen or done half the things in this world i have wanted too. So i guess for the lack of life experience i have. Dying at the age i am now would leave me without the knowledge i need to be satisfied.
 2. Saying goodbye is another big one. Not only would i want to see people i love. I could tell people who don't know how much they mean to me& why i love that they are in my life. To tell people that they aren't just alive. It was more than that to me.
 3. Of course, apologizing to people. Who wants to leave this world without a chance to fix broken friendships& grudges that have been held on to for too damn long.
 4. Love, this is something i am yet to come in contact with. Yes, i love my mommy& daddy& sister& my aunts& uncles, cousins. Yes, yes,yes. They love me& i love them. But, you know what i mean. I have realized the fact that i have never seen love last forever. That just makes me want to try& see if i can discover it.
 5. My fifth& last reason is so i can give life my all. Never stop trying. Become who i can& use what has been given to me.

All of your days are numbered& people just don't know what they are going to do with them all. So say things like its your last breath. Use up your time because its up to you. Take your time because your are the one who owns it. It could all be gone in the blink of any eye...